BOIOIOIOINNNGGGG—- happy friday- the blue is more purple, the pink, a bit pinker,  #truecolours #tiger #eyes on Flickr.https://www.flickr.com/photos/tessartessar/15288517392/

BOIOIOIOINNNGGGG—- happy friday- the blue is more purple, the pink, a bit pinker, #truecolours #tiger #eyes on Flickr.

holy ghost, on Flickr.https://www.flickr.com/photos/tessartessar/15227218785/

holy ghost, on Flickr.

★ prep-school, #unstretched #bouttorollone #devicesandthevirtues #jaskiartgallery on Flickr.https://www.flickr.com/photos/tessartessar/15022165850/

★ prep-school, #unstretched #bouttorollone #devicesandthevirtues #jaskiartgallery on Flickr.

24 karat goals,

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back from asia, i said brb, but it was kinda bbl,

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that was almost 2 weeks ago, who cares?

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i fell into a sleep spell that lasted an unmentionable amount of time- i travelled to the southeast and back again, by way of the hands of time, or arms, or dreams, or a bit of all those things,

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can’t believe how breezy these nights are,

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feel like toronto can’t wait to get its cold on,

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and i can’t even say, ‘chill tho!’ because that’s exactly the problem,

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tadanori yokoo is pretty cool, 

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it’s september- sevenember if you don’t parlay français,

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i had a thought last night about how sleep attire changes over the seasons, tees and shorts right now, but eventually flannel and duvets within these next few weeks,

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my phone’s speakers broke so i’ve been watching shared videos with no sound, it’s a bit maddening,

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but have you watched videos without sound?  some of it is really funny, sometimes probably funnier because you can take it farther in your head-

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my sister must have a blast watching youtube videos,

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i’m going to that amsterdam place this month for a show- if you’re in the area, come say, hi, hello, do you do the dew?

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we were at the park late, talking about finding a bag of money and having lunch with oprah- 

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there were people building a bonfire when we came, guess by the time we left it was sept embers-

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it’s friday for criminy’s! go outside and do something! and here’s the info for the show-

monday hues,

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(shine bright on an island,)

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t-minus 12 hours or something before i take off- had to squeeze in a few photos and thoughts, maybe like a time capsule quickly left behind to be discovered after briefly travelling into the future,

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i just reloaded my old ipod with music for the trip- i have almost 18 hours in layover time alone, 

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this could possibly be, the perfect amount of time to lose your identity in countless cups of coffee and magnet/keychain/magazine perusing, 

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gnome sayin? haha,

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after that much time in listlessness, you never just come back to being who you were, you are forever changed- not only spiritually, but probably also molecularly,

but it happens so minutely that no one ever notices- smaller than minutely, even: secondly,

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how many decisions or circumstances in your life are affected by the time you’ve spent in airports? a butterfly effect of layovers or baggage claims to your coming to a particular state-

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maybe something in this almost-full-day layover will cause me to use a scarlet vermillion in a future painting, instead of a cadmium red, say- and that vermillion will be seen by a studio visitor who will then go off and buy a book with a cover of the same colour,

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what i fool i was to believe in randomness! now i see!

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maybe i have been thinking way too much about plane food-

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without being a pilot or attendant, can one fly professionally? and not actually visiting the places of destination, but just flying, in-cabin, back and forth?

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if i was king, i would create this job and fulfill it myself,

"it’s a random quality check," i’d tell the plane crew-

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but i’d laugh quietly, knowing there is no such thing as randomness,

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if you’re curious, i’ll will be back in mid-august- keep having a great summer, guys- don’t miss me too much,

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now i have to double-check my packing, as i start very confidently then start to mentally unravel in the process—

hugs n kisses, drugs for the missus,

bye—

huppy tuesday-
updated SHOP!

huppy tuesday-

updated SHOP!

❶ time is flying by in a good and bad way,❷ time + travel = time travel,❸ 3 + 6 + 9 + 12 = 30,❹ looking forward and looking back, does now exist?❺ look ma, no hands—

❶ time is flying by in a good and bad way,
❷ time + travel = time travel,
❸ 3 + 6 + 9 + 12 = 30,
❹ looking forward and looking back, does now exist?
❺ look ma, no hands—

june bug- march babies,

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i went to sleep in december and woke up in june-

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suddenly there’re sparklers and gnats and night rides and the smell of BBQ,

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someone invite me to a BBQ, i’ve been dying to have gently burnt chicken wings, 

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that garlic-y carbon crackle and fat,

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if i nap now, will it be winter when i wake?

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more reason to never sleep, if so-

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then maybe it’ll be summer forever,

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and i can paint in my underwear forever- i can sweat in front of a fan forever- i can drink kalimotxos forever- we can draw, barefooted in the park forever- we can chill with some christmas lights under a grapefruit sky, for, ever-

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forever looking at the large cloud coming in, half-hoping it won’t rain, but also knowing that a summer cats-n-dogs has its benefits,

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how do i paint the feeling of biking hands-free, hair-down, on the 11th minute of your favourite song, through a breeze you swear you’ve never felt was so perfect?

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what colours would i use? something alizarin? something quinacridone?

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i’ve been good with actually writing down dreams again- for a while i was using the notes app on my phone, but trying to decipher bad, hypnagogic handwriting is more fun than reading through typos and shitty, autocorrected prose,

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in six weeks, i’ll be time-travelling, acquiring arts,

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MUSTARDONDABEAT! HOOP LIFE! 0-100! you guys still with me?

CREEP,

CREEP,

waking up to my paintings is an easy transition from the world of sleep into ‘reality’- i find myself occasionally sitting in my chair, closing my eyes and slowly opening them again to recreate the sensation—-
really want to show you these paintings, but they may be going to a show in the fall,

waking up to my paintings is an easy transition from the world of sleep into ‘reality’- i find myself occasionally sitting in my chair, closing my eyes and slowly opening them again to recreate the sensation—-
really want to show you these paintings, but they may be going to a show in the fall,